Cat guardian. INFJ. Empath. Highly Sensitive Person(HSP). Survivor of domestic violence and narcissistic abuse. Adopted and found out by accident. My name is Luna and this is the beginning of my journey with past lives and Tarot.
During my childhood when I was able to look into someone's eyes and have visions about their previous lifetimes. I could see those visions unfold and every time it happened, I was overwhelmed as I did not exactly know what was happening. At the same time, I had visions about my own past lives.
Being raised in a satanic cult in my country, I grew up in fear because they controlled everything in my life. I considered the circumstances I was born in as a curse. I asked myself "What have I done to deserve a life like that?".
I prayed to the Universe every night to help me get through this. The more I was asking for guidance, the more intense were the visions from my past lives. I was getting more frustrated and I felt that I was at a dead end.
When I went to the university, I finally felt that I can fully express myself and embrace my spiritual path away from control and fear. I spend hours in the local library researching metaphysical topics and trying to understand more about my childhood visions. I finally found some books speaking about past lives and reincarnation. It was when everything started making sense.
What I really wanted to understand while studying past lives is what caused me to be born in an abusive family who was part of this cult. I also wanted to find a way to heal from my childhood trauma, and also break free from the limiting beliefs, and learned behaviors.